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Name: Devin
Birthday: 10/17/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: My interests are:
cooking, math, country music, movies
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Member Since:
1/30/2004
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| Well...well...well...it's been fun this summer. School's goin' to be starin' soon. How nice. Jevin moved into the dorm on Friday. I wonder how long it will stay clean. I'm becomin' a lead at work which is a next step up from what I am now (customer service rep). Bored now. Ending this log for now. Night. | | |
| Well, I've had an interesting weekend. Stuck in the hospital because of my own doings. I... yes, I...Devin Marie Jones... got into a car accident Friday afternoon. I fell asleep behind the wheel. My little redhead protected me. She got rather banged up, and my uncle (who is a class A mechanic) is checking it out whether or not she can be fixed. I came out with a small concussion, two scraped, and a bruised and small minor cut on my spleen. I am on house arrest for three weeks, which means I will not be allowed out side of my property line within these three weeks. It hurts when I move the majority of the time, and I can't hung anyone too tightly or hold my puppies. My head feel heavy at times, and my stomach feels sick all the time. I spent Friday night in ICU at Abington Memorial Hospital with various things stuck inside me (not very comfortable). The only thing good about that night was that I had my baby (Jevin) beside me. I then spent the next two and a half days in the pediatric center (only because that is the only place other than ICU where you can have someone stay with you over night. I came home Monday morning, and stuck at home for the next 21 days. I have my follow up with the hospital on July 10th. Hopefully, after then, I'll be able to go back to work, and my red head will be alright. | | |
| I hope you feel better Dev!!!! | | |
| Saturday night, and I just got off work. How cool is that. I worked only four days this week and I'll work five next week. Gary (my manager) has me sceduled for Saturdays: fun!! I'm off Thursday, though. That's good. It means I'll be able to go to SGS.  | | |
| I laugh at the weirdest things
Watching you sit beside me
Repeating the strangest jokes to me
Funny how you say the coolest things
And now I find myself lost
Sitting alone within the dark
Crying myself to sleep within the dark
Believing I will remain lost
I'm not a hopeless fool
Acting like I won't seek out salvation
Yelling at the lack of my salvation
Screaming at my foolishness
It is for the weak
Dreaming of the past
Searching for memories of the past
Grasping the memory of my weakness
I will not lower myself to this
Living in my past regrets and failures
Looking to believe I have done something wrong, failed
Putting myself to this
I'm not wrong
I'm not right...who really is ever right?
I'm not lost anymore
I'm not angry anymore
I sat...I cried...I believed
I acted...I yelled...I screamed
I dreamed...I searched...I grasped
I lived...I looked...I put
And now I'm free
And Now I can see
Free to be me
Free to see me
I don't need to laugh with you anymore
I don't need you near me anymore
I don't need to hear you anymore
I don't need to be cool anymore
So
So go
So go away
And leave me the hell alone! | | |
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